Bipolar or Not

July 16,1987. This was the day of my initial break down or dissolution of consciousness. I believed that the end of the world was near and that I was a special person chosen by God to usher in the Kingdom of God. Subsequently I have proposed that I was drugged. For three years I had suffered social ostracization and I had enemies that wanted to prove that I was insane. What better way than to drug me with mushrooms or LSD to make me appear ill to make me believe that I was wacko. I have been diagnosed with bipolar affective disorder. I don't struggle with moodswings. Over the years i have had delusions and paranoia but I don't believe that I am actually bipolar. I don't take much stock in modern psychiatry.

Romanov Poppets

Here are my Romanoff poppets. tsar alexanderIII, tsar Nicholas II, Anastasia, Rasputin, Patriarch Michael.

Portraits

Saint Veronica

I'm excited to share Veronica with you today. While I made her I listened to a song about Veronica. If you've ever prayed the rosary you will know that one of thoughts during the carrying of the cross is Veronica wiping Jesus's face. it left an imprint on the cloth. She's a patron saint of photographers so I also listen to this song snapshot while I made her you know the one that goes "except for the snapshot you know I've got" it's like evidence that her boyfriend was cheating on her. My parents love to send messages with photographs. I call them winky winky brag pictures..

i was interested in being a photographer as a youth- Today photograph my poppets. This is my parents final portrait. They're dressed in black outside of the cage. That's a message. Here is a retake to show Saint Veronica's hands.

St Michael the Archangel Poppet

My guardian angel was once revealed to be St. Michael (in a dream) I attend St Michael church and say the prayer to St Michael regularly. in the dream he looked as depicted.

On the Ss United States

July 6 1966. I am posing with my parents. i redendered this photo in poppetry today

Pope Francis

a doodle in acrylic of a beloved pope